Konjaru stirred from his deep slumber, the cold morning lay on his skin and caused him to shiver. Muscles stiff and cold increased the weariness within. He saw Jeremy asleep by the now dead fire. A few wisps rising in the still air, all heat buried deep in the sand. He was covered with white dust from the field, hair now an unusual mangle. Normally particular as to his attire and personal presentation, the life on an Africa farm had not dimmed his sense of decorum. A full head of dark hair always well combed and fresh iron shirt the order of each day.
Now he lay by the withered cold fire, crumpled with bone numbing weariness, dark hair matted and filled with twigs and sand from every mile they had carried Matthew to this place. His shirt had been cast to the side mud wall, full of dried blood and stench, the endless flies had found it at sun up.
Konjaru rose slowly from the dark earth, dusting himself off with well-aimed slaps which filled the early compound with its echoes, he stretched tight muscles briefly and walked through the open doorway. The low sun was rising at the edge of the horizon, a light morning blue and gentle pink where land and sky meet to play.
His eyes looked for and then found one of the girl's round huts. A new fire was already being tendered, a morning hot brew poured into a wooden bowl, cloth and fresh ointments for morning ministrations to her charges at the ready.
The second round hut also had a fire going, an identical girl was preparing the morning meal and grinding. His superstition prickling his skin. He came from a people that feared the same likeness of children. These children of darkness were left in the open veld and hilltops and returned to Ngai, their whispered names forgotten by their mothers and by the people.
Shivering now from the morning cold, he walked to the left of the compound where a pile of previously gathered wood had been laid to stoke their fires. He picked through the cobwebbed and ant infested black stack - small woods for kindling and larger pieces to build a golden fire. Holding these to his breast, he returned to his hut and began to stack the broken sticks in the center of the night's fire pit. When the prepared wood was ready, Konjaru rose again and walked to the first twin's fire. Touching the twin's own glowing coals with a handful of kindling, he cupped the leaves with his hand and returned to light his fire to warm the day.
With a few sharp crackles from the growing fire ringing in the morning air, Jeremy began to stir from his sleep. Restless as his own muscles began feel the new day he began to turn away from each newly discovered pain. The sound of snapping fire lifted his spirits. The visions and sounds of his dreams in the night had shriveled his soul and filled him with dread. Matthew had survived the bleeding wound but now a raging fire burned within his small body and they were miles from the protection of the wooded family farm and possible help.
A small spark flung out by the fire landed on his lower back. A quick swatting hand moving from side to side over his backside and sudden shriek brought him the rest of the way back from his dreams. Konjaru had watched the small glowing ember fly out and land on his back, he now began a laugh that rose up from his belly and filled the entire compound. Baboons out on the hilltop stopped their foraging to hear this strange sound echoing up against the stones.
"What the bloody hell are you laughing about? Can't you see I was burned by the fire spark?" Jeremy growled, not so much for the pain but his loss of pride at being caught dancing like a monkey or worse.
"You looked like a water hippo, tail like a windmill spreading his dung on the water top." Konjaru was by this time holding his beer enriched middle as he sat by the fire's side in the sand, tears streaming down his black cheeks.
"Humph" - now properly teased. As much as Jeremy wanted to remain angry, the thought of himself being described in this manner, it really was funny and brought out his own sheepish grin at the mind's image of his own self, dancing with hand behind him, squatting fires on his rear end.
"OK, OK" he said. "Burn your own black arse and see if you like it" Now this brought out the biggest whoop and laughter from Konjaru. The vision of the two of them dancing this way was too much for him to bear. New tears rolled down his face, white teeth flashing in the morning light. Now Jeremy began to smile, his friend was curled up on the sand laughing until he could not breath, coughing and spluttering.
"OK, lets go and see how Matthew is doing. Come, I need your words" Jeremy walked out of the hut and strode towards the hut of the Old Woman. This he hoped would bring a hasty end to the merriment coming at his own expense.
Gileni saw him emerge from the corner hut at the edge of the compound. She rose quickly from her place and walked out to stand between the fast walking white skinned man and to where his golden haired boy lay in fever.
Konjaru had by now ended his coughing and wiped his tears away when he had seen the direction of his friend's quest. He scrambled up and leapt to his feet. A breach of etiquette now could undo all they had done, perhaps have her invoke spirits to bring them more hardships or illness.
"Bwana, wait, you must not go there. You must not go into her place, it is not a place for you.” Konjaru spoke to the back of Jeremy's head, hoping his words would stop him before he crossed the threshold of her doorway. Now he saw that Gileni had herself risen, walked over and stood firmly between them all, her small frame now as formidable as a mud wall between them all.
Her eyes searched for Konjaru's, "He is not allowed to enter Mother's Place." She spoke in a firm tone, hand gesturing with palm between Jeremy and the hut behind her. "It is forbidden!" With that she folded her arms over her beads and breasts and stood firm.
"Bwana- she says you must not come this way - you may not go to this place, it is forbidden.” Konjaru now tapped him on his shoulder to bring his head about. "Wait by the flat stones and crooked tree, I will ask on Matthew and return to you with their words. Go please, I will come." With that, Konjaru turned to Gileni and spoke this time to her directly.
Drawing himself square to her, with an outstretched hand he said to her in her own tongue, "Good morning Twin Girl, this man is very eager to see the son of his brother, please forgive him. He does not know the proper ways of our people. I should have told him more clearly of these things and come to you directly for understanding on this matter, for you are truly seen as being of great importance to the Old Mother"
Konjaru spoke to her eyes now, appealing in silence for her understanding. This young girl had the power to cause them all to fail. Appealing to her African sense of pride and hoping his shameful and blatant attempt to move her with words covered with honey were not too obvious as to his end. She did not take the outstretched hand.
"Tell the white man, the golden boy sleeps. Old Mother has caused the red river to stop and has worked with the Spirits to help clean the boys of the fire in his blood that came with the rhino's anger. It will be many days before he sees the blue skies and walks to the river to bathe. There is nothing more to do but wait. This you must do." Gileni gently spoke, her soft voice melting in the horning hues.
"We thank you for these good things and the blessing of the Great Mother and Spirits who have come to help heal the boy. I shall speak to him of your words" he turned and indicated to Jeremy who had by now come to the center place and had sat against the tree.
"You have been blessed by the Great Mother to learn of the healings of Ngai" Konjaru bowed just enough to give dignity and solemnity to his words without loosing his high place with her as a man.
"My mother has given me the secrets of healing herbs and sacred prayers to the ancestors to help in the healing of two boys who lay by her fire." Gileni said. The honey words were as nothing to her, coming for the healing of the golden haired boy. He was not like the man boy she had cared for, wounded yet with eyes proud of the blood in his veins when his red rimmed eyes had met hers the first night she had cared for him. A faint blush on her skin as she remembered his young spear jumping in the fire light and then withering after he had completed his blood rush as a man.
Konjaru stopped, eyes furrowed now in interest. He turned back to Gileni, and after a step in returning he said, "There is another boy here by her fire? Is he ill from spirits and evils that come from bad foods or has he come to her after fighting with an animal." Thinking a traditional way of initiation had ended with a young Masai boy being clawed by a lion. Slashed muscles a life reminder to their ascension into manhood.
"It is for the Great Mother to speak on these things. He had come from the Masai village near here, brought here on the instructions of his father the Chief.” With this Gileni walked back towards her fire and the duties that she had now left unattended.
Konjaru stopped cold in his tracks, dust setting like flies to where he now stood. Son of a Masai village chief!. There was only one village close enough for a sick child to be brought on a litter to this Milk Eyed woman.
Etona!
He was here and in the Old Woman's hut with a fever or some great ailment that was serious enough that his father had broken with long tradition and had had the boy brought here to be healed. He had not had his own laibon, medicine man brought forward to bring fresh or crushed herbs to heal in drink or salve or performed of the ancestor's blessing to his son. The tales of the old woman's healing far and wide had been too great and had directed the wise old chief to this new path.
Etona! Here!
Events outside of his visions had moved and changed. He felt a chill now not born of the morning cold. Not just for his sick son. Clouds were gathering, and turning over onto themselves in their haste to change the destinies of men.
"Twin Child - wait! What is wrong with the second boy inside? Is he bleeding, or ill? Has a darkness of an Ancestor Spirit come and given him the Slim Sickness?" he was gesturing now to Gileni, hands outstretching imploring for news that could calm a father's heart and soul.
"Old Mother will speak to you on these things that do not concern you, if it is her wish. It is not for me to speak of this.'
She turned now, and walked directly back to her fires and duties, not giving the two men behind her another thought. Old Mother had ordered new mixtures of herbs to drink and salves to sooth hot flesh. She was waiting now by her fire and would ask of her delay in returning.
Konjaru walked back to where the flat stones and wind swept tree had kept Jeremy company, his mind running with the sudden news that his son was here with the Old Mother. Not knowing the reason for his illness and the fact it had been serious enough to have made his father break with long standing tradition, was a point even more disturbing.
Jeremy looked up now to him, eyes full of hopeful expectation and weariness from the strain. He translated what Gileni had said to him earlier, leaving nothing out, save, the news of the second boy healing from an unknown illness in the recesses of the old woman's hut. Time enough to find the mystery of this new development, now he had to prepare Jeremy for his return back to the farm.
"Bwana, it is time for you to return now to the farm, before the sting of the sun comes to make you more red like a flower." Konjaru teased Jeremy now to lighten the mood in preparation for the long journey ahead.
"Well, not much I can do about that. I would have to borrow your black skin if I was going to avoid the joy a serious sun burn. I hope you don't mind if a take a couple of pieces for myself." With a growing smile, Jeremy pulled out his bush knife and brought the blade up to the side of his arm as if to follow through with his suggestion.
"Wait, I think it would be better if I can get some of the dirt out of your shirt - it would be easier for both of us." Konjaru had leapt back a foot in mock horror, his wide eyes burning with imagined fear. "You must not frighten me so, I am small and afraid of your little shinning spear. It might draw blood,” he was openly smiling at his stab at comedy.
He walked away towards their own compound to retrieve the soiled shirt laying by the wall. Hopefully a traditional sand wash by the stream would be sufficient to get the worst of it out. There was no way Jeremy was going to walk back with an already sun burned back as his only shield against the sun. He would be dead before he reached the safety of the blue gum trees that rimmed the farmhouse.
Jeremy squinted now into the low morning sun. The heat was building over the scorched red veld and in an hour the sweat would be dripping from his furrowed eyes as the hot sun beat down on him. Nothing to do now about Matthew but head home and have Konjaru hold the fort and watch over him until he returned with the Land Rover. Hopefully the old rings were holding, it had been due for a check-up this time of the year but had not gotten around to it yet. For the return trip he would make sure he traveled with some extra oil as reserve.
This morning, he would need plenty of water, something to cover his head and a good walking stick to use as both protection, and as the third leg needed to balance a worn and tired body.
Pathera had finished with her own duties at her fire and was bringing what looked like morning meal to the center of the compound where Jeremy was sitting, waiting for Konjaru to return from the river.
Sitting with his back against a high stone, Jeremy went through in his minds eye the direction they had taken to get here. Much of the land markings he thought he would remember but they were in such an exhausted state during the mad rush getting here over the bush veldt, he had to admit he had left it to Konjaru leading their litter to find their destination and had paid little attention to the course taken. Heading back in the general direction he knew once he had made out a few land marks closer to home, it would be only a matter of time until he was safe again under the blue gum trees and stern attention of Claire.
The polished rifles left by the side of a tree when they had prepared the litter for the wounded Matthew, were going to be a bigger problem. This he would have to leave to Konjaru to retrieve. The thought of loaded rifles out in the bush for a wanderer to stumble upon caused him to suddenly pause. No matter how liberal he thought or conducted of himself, word of a lost rifle left out for a black man in these times, regardless of how it had been lost, would spread like open range fire. The next white farmer killed here in the out bush, where the commander in command of law and defence was miles away from the open hills and rolling savannah. The bullet that would spray a farmer's brains on carefully whitewashed walls while his wife was forced to watch before her own end came with a merciful swing of a panga or axe, would have his name branded on it. No word would be said in the air-conditioned clubs of polished oak and brass in Nairobi, where social occasions dictated, they periodically attend. All it would take was an over filled gin glass at the end of a black tie event and someone needing to flush out their anger and loss.
An accusation directed to their sumptuous table, roast beef and Yorkshire pudding suddenly forgotten, as new blood feuds rose up between them that would outlast generations here in the outlying regions of the former empire.
Too many blood feuds still existed from the times when the first steel ploughs broke the red earth here, as the former blue bloods of the Isle stalked the Empire to mark out the cornerstones of their own new estates carved out of the wild lands. They all of returning at a later time when their own fortunes had multiplied with luck and blood and allowed them the chance to buy back good Olde English soil and stone. Oldest sons then inheriting the bulk of these new manors and estates, throwing the young sibling pups out with little more than letters of introductions.
Some never returned to the rain drenched motherland, only too glad to leave the social class-distinctive society that no matter what the fortunes of a man, left him and his own on the outside. Second class citizens of the Empire. Of the few lucky who wished or managed to escape the jeweled ceiling, the price for their daughters to marry up the glittering ladder came with their own banishments from their children's lives. Large middle-class dowries did not include their own successful climb to the new levels of the social elite.
Konjaru had returned from the outlaying stream with a now clearly wet but clean shirt for Jeremy to wear. While Jeremy was finishing ringing out the last of the clear water from his shirt, Konjaru had begun to tear his own at its length. Clear was the understanding the cloth was needed to cover his head, corners knotted to hold it in place. Watered as he walked the veld back to the farm, it would keep him cool and stop him from becoming delirious. Better to stop and rest until the evening cool than to suffer the death thirst that came from overheating.
The rest of the shirt was wound over his cracked hands, stiff blood still clung to them. The long day ahead would tear at them again, and he would need all his strength to find his way home. Deciding not to wash them and soften the skin, he let the hardness remain.
After enjoying the simple meal of millie cakes provided by Pathera, Konjaru walked to her fire where she had returned kneeling at its warm side and thanked her for their hospitality. He then enquired if a water skin was available to be used for the return trek home. This was found back inside her own dark hut and given over. Konjaru looked closely at her again and found no difference between the two young woman. It was like looking into the mirror up at the farm house, two of one the same. He walked back to the river marvelling at nature's strangeness, hairs on his neck still erect - still suspecting and pondering the possible evils that had caused such a thing.
Returning to the center compound where Jeremy was stuffing the last of the millie cakes into his shirt pockets, Konjaru handed over the filled water skin. Jeremy slung it over his shoulder.
Turning now directly to Konjaru he said, "Well, this is it Konjaru. You look after Matthew now. I won't be back until tomorrow all going well." His eyes now holding Konjaru's own and in a firm voice,
"If I am not back tomorrow, I did not make it back to the farm, or," seeing now the distress rise in the others eyes, he completed in a lighter tone "I might have just been delayed because of the rings in the Land Rover or some other stupid thing. You know how it is, something always comes up at the farm. No end to it as you know." Now Jeremy tried a tired grin to clear the mood, a school boy pat on the shoulder a small comfort to his friend.
There was a chance of his not making it. Walking through open bush without a rifle or spear, odds were, if something did come up, he was in a poor position to defend himself. His missing body and grieving wife would be added to the lore that was Africa.
"Just wait here then, until Matthew is strong enough for both of you to make the journey home. Does not mater how long it takes but get him back to the farm alive.”
Adding quickly, "Both of you."
He held out his hand to Konjaru, the solemn moment finally here. For a moment the sky became quiet, the glowing fires behind them ceased crackling and dancing in the morning air. Their eyes crossed the barrier of culture and skin, they bade farewell as men do, without words. Deep in their hearts, they heard the others silence with nodding approval. They would either meet with heartfelt backslaps and smiles all around, or one would stand head hung low by a shallow grave, remembering their time of friendship.
"Go in peace, Bwana."
"Come in peace my friend."
With that, Jeremy turned with walking stick gleaned from the woodpile and walked to the winding sandy path that began at the opening at the edge of the compound. It seemed like a week since they had come down that very path, holding Matthew bleeding and unconscious between them. Worn out and tired, bloodied and afraid they had come not knowing if by night they would have a healing boy or a cold memory to return home to a grieving father and mother.
Konjaru watched him as he rose up the path, between the burned stones and bushes. The time to ascend now clearly slower than when they had come down from the hilltop. The larger boulders hindered Jeremy. He had to go around many of the larger stones where before they had walked down over their bold roughness,.
At last Jeremy's wave rose from the hilltop, between the large burned stones that crowned the crest and had marked the center of their trek to this place. Konjaru stood up to wave in return, quickly turning to brush the sand from his pants.
Too late, the silhouette gone.
Only the blue sky waved back to him. A lone falcon rose to ride the air and currents towards the western rolling hills and the high lands where smoke rose from the fires of man.
With a single palm raised to the sun Konjaru bowed his head for a moment, the image of his friend's wave from the crest still fresh in his mind's eye.
"Go in peace my friend. May Ngai and your ancestors, watch over you"